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My Cameron Solo Trip

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Assalamualaikum w.b.t Welcome back to my blog!!! Sorry sebab dah lama sangat tak menulis. Has been busy with study and personal issues. Tak sempat nak buka blog and write macam selalu. Kadang-kadang tu terlupa that I own this blog. Kesian you. Huhu So, the title itself tells everything that I wanna share in this entry. Kegilaan telah melanda jiwa seorang manusia bernama Fikriyah, when she decided abruptly on a single night, to for a short vacation to Cameron Highland ALONE! Aku personally tak tahu apa yang trigger keberanian aku untuk buat semua tu, but one thing for sure is, AKU KECEWA! Kecewa for/of what? Let me tell a bit ya of the story... Aku memang dah lama sangat nak pergi holiday to Cameron Highland. It has been my favourite place to go for a holiday, sebab masa kecil selalu pergi CH. I have been dreaming untuk pergi road trip or whatever trip they called, with my friends, since first year lagi. But, unfortunately, everytime plan, n...

Mencari Hidayah!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Assalamualaikum wbt. Entry kali ini ditulis 2 hari sebelum my first professional exam. Sungguh, aku bukan at my best state dan perasaan nak give up terlalu kuat dalam diri aku.. but, in sha allah, i'll try to lawan and think positively about my future for I need to keep fighting and do my best in the exam. So, kali ini, ujian Dia lain macheammm.. Haha.. dan aku kira ini adalah hadiah dan hidayah terbesar dariNya untuk aku. Jadi, aku perlu bersedia untuk menerima dan menjaga hidayah ini agar terus mekar dan menebar halawatul iman untuk aku. Amin.. In sha allah. Siapa pun kita, apa-apa pun perbuatan yang kita buat, baik atau buruk, itu rahsia kita dengan Allah. Tiada sesiapa yang berhak menghukum kita, bahkan diri sendiri, kerana kita sangat lemah. Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Adil sahaja yang layak menghukum kita. Jadi sentiasalah bersangka baik dengan Allah. Sentiasalah takut untuk melanggar perintahNya yang menjadi asbab kepada mur...

Tahun 2, Semester 3!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم ~ An untold story of a MedStud~ Assalamualaikum w.b.t It's been so long since the last post of my medical school journey. Yeay!!! Proudly ended my final exam for semester 3 last two weeks. Alhamdulillah, I managed to endure the most stressful period of my life, which soon to be told... Hopefully, none of you guys will be bored of my 'sad' story. Enjoy! Al-kisah sebuah cerita... I started off this semester with my favourite subject which is reproductive system. Unfortunately, out of 7 modules of  third semester, I failed this one for my final examination, alongside with Endocrinology module. FYI, saya dapat 2 weeks of study week for preparation for third sem final exam. Tapi, time and myself has been so rough for me. aku tak dapat nak study langsung. Aku tak boleh nak baca apa-apa. Setiap kali aku baca, aku lupa. Aku sentiasa ulang-ulang bahagian yang sama sampai 5-6 kali, tapi tetap tak boleh ingat.  Awal-awal minggu study,...

Urusan Allah

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Assalamualaikum w.b.t.  This entry is dedicated to a person who is thousands miles away from me. "Whether you notice it or not, May Allah bless you and makes you understand of the decision I made." The story starts when I get to know you earlier in 2017; the year we begin our medical school journey. I was in doubt to let you be friend with me again, cause I know  you hold something in your heart. Bismillah, I tried to make it up with you hoping that you would not go that far too early... Tapi perkara yang I expected happens. Perkara yang paling I takut jadi juga.  I tak nak beri you harapan but at the same time I cannot resist myself from talking to you. I rasa very comfortable to share a lot of things with you. You sentiasa faham dan belajar untuk faham apa-apa yang I cuba sampaikan. You tak pernah judge me, and always support me in whatever I do. You selalu bagi I semangat to make myself better. I just love our relation...